6 Weeks & Venting

I fount out I was pregnant when I was just about to turn 5 weeks! I was so excited but nervous, my husband and mother in law insisted I get an abortion Because he's deploying again for 6 months & he might not make it back for the birth, so his mother called me inconsiderate and selfish and he also called me that. Now I do not wish to speak to his mother nor see her. I'm still in disbelief that my husband told me to get an abortion. So now we fight every other day about so much stuff it's starting to annoy me. I just want to leave and get a break.