Feeling lost

Where do I start ......ok so I got to 9 weeks pregnant and me and my family went out for a meal last night but I just didn't feel right ,(see I had an awful dream a couple of nights ago that I had a miscarriage and I know this sounds disturbing but in my dream I had this tiny baby in my hand .) anyway I was sat at the table and I started to get stomache cramps and then I felt a big gush of blood I looked at my partner worried and said quietly we need to leave I have to get home so anyway we left .all the way home I was having awful contractions every couple of minutes and the bleeding was getting worse I was in agony . We pulled out side and my daughter helped me to the backdoor as I was helplessly trying to find my key I felt something down there , I started to panick my daughter and partner helped me to the bathroom I pulled down my underwear and this baby was hanging out of me intact with everything else I was screaming and crying in shock it scared the living daylights a out of me I was trying to push it out but it was just stuck there so I had to get the courage to put my hands down there and pull it out of me. I ended up with the baby in my hands.  I've never felt so traumatised in my life the bathroom was like some kind of murder scene I can't get over the shock of it. I'm feeling awfully lost and I keep having flashbacks to last night , I can't go into the bathroom it happened in its just to painful I just don't know what to do now , when I think of my dream I had I was true it happened to me maybe someone was trying to prepare me but nothing truly could prepare me for what happened last night