TTC x

A little bit about me: I live in a beautiful house and work part time with children who have additional needs such an amazing job!  I have a beautiful little girl who is going to be 4 next week! (Eek time flys)! 

Iv been with my partner for a year and a half and i had the implant taken out in March 2015!( I really regret having the implant). We have been TTC for 10 months now and still no luck 😔.

I have been taking the pre conception vitamins and folic acid everyday to see if that would help along the way, and iv started using the clear blue ovaulation test! People have told me these are the best ones to use so I thought I would try my luck.

I'm getting abit frustrated and sad which makes me stress at my family when I really don't mean to does this make me a bad person? Because I love them both so much. I just want my family to be complete! When you want something you will try anything to get it but I feel like nothing's ever going to work, I'm now thinking about going to the doctors and asking for a test to see if I'm ovalating but with only trying for 10 months I'm not to sure if they would help?

I have 2 apps I use to track my period and my ovalating days but they both are telling me different I follow it everyday and log in everything it tells me to, 

Does anyone else feel like I do?

It's nice to have some support from Ladies who are having the same trouble as me 

Thank you for taking time in reading something about me and my worries!

Shannon x