Prayers needed

I am currently 30 weeks 3 days pregnant with my 3rd child and I just had to go identify my fathers body at the morgue. I am only 30 years old and my father just turned 55 a week before his body was found. He had a heart attack in his sleep and now I am no longer daddy's little girl. My heart is broken not only for me and my two kids who are old enough to understand but also for this baby who will never know what a great man he was. He didn't have life insurance so I had to pay for everything out of pocket...the obituary, the cremation, coroners fees and the urn. I don't know what I'm going to do. I feel so lost. I can't grieve properly since I'm pregnant and don't want to cause any stress to the baby. All my close friends live almost 2 hours away so I have no one to lean on except my brother and my mom but since they are also grieving they are leaning on me as well. Hug your loved ones a little tighter tonight..if your fighting squash it..no fight is worth the guilt you will feel if something happens to them before you can tell them how you feel..trust me I now know what that's like. No one knows when their time is up so cherish every day. If you can please say a prayer for me, my father and my family. Thank you.