Stressed out!

Today I'm 2 weeks late (according to Glow) and have been having some early pregnancy symptoms. I've taken multiple tests but couldn't tell if they were negative or if there were very, very faint lines on them. I broke down and went to urgent care last night. They took both a urine sample and blood. I don't know when they'll get the results, but I was told to call today to see, though not when today to call. I think I'm going to wait at least a couple more hours and then call them. I'm an anxious wreck. My boyfriend and I were careful on purpose, but there's no such thing as 100% careful without abstaining from sex, which is no fun. If I am pregnant right now, it'll make a horrible (and I mean really, really horrible) situation even worse, but I can't help but wish that I am. After a scare in November (after which I would've gotten on birth control, but there's been WAY too much drama and instability to guarantee that I'd be able to get there and back for a doctor's appointment), I know that I want kids and want them with my boyfriend, but neither one of us is ready right now and we both admit that fact. I guess I'm just looking for some support, since I don't really have anyone in person who I can talk to about this except for my boyfriend and maybe an aunt who has her own problems.