I am so confused. I had no miscarriage symptoms and we saw a healthy heartbeat on Jan 18th. Apparently my little one stopped growing about five days ago. What is weird is this pregnancy didn't feel right from the start. I am 35 and afraid this might have been my last chance. We are going to give it one more try. I am afraid, heartbroken, and anxious. Tonight (I have a D and C tomorrow) I am holding both my children together one last time. My three year old doesn't know why mommy is sad. Any other moms know from the beginning you wouldn't ever meet your baby?