So we were supposed to go home today but Amelia is jaundice so she's under the lights now. And she'll be back to me in three hours to feed. And then go back under the lights and then be tested again. But if her levels don't go down she would have to stay the night but I have to go home because my insurance apparently won't let me stay another night I can't go without her. So I'm in my room now alone crying hysterically just wondering if anybody else had to do that. I know jaundice isn't that big a deal and people have had to do a lot worse but I want my baby home