I feel like every time I go on Facebook, another one of my friends announces their pregnancy. TWO of my friends posted their pregnacies yesterday. While I am obviously happy for them, I can't help feeling sorry for myself and getting upset. My husband sees this and I know he feels useless watching me get upset. But I can't help it. I get upset that it's not me, I get upset because I want a growing family, I get upset because I feel like everyone else is moving on with their lives and I can't. I feel the pressure every time someone turns around and asks, "so when are you going to have one?" "Don't you think we're trying?!" I want to SCREAM at some of these people. But I can't, and smile politely and say, "one day." I just wish "one day" hurries up and gets here.