He left me when he said he will be there.

I end up getting an abortion. Judge me all you want. I'm young (17 years old) and there was no way i was ready for a baby and I can't give up a little person after carrying it for 9 months. He said he wants to be with me and that we can always have a kid when we're actually ready for it. I trusted him for the past 2 weeks, I believed it was just something we can get thru together and have 1 when we are finally ready and more mature enough. I did the abortion Friday and he left me. I spoke up on Saturday well more like was cursing him out basically saying that he took me as a joke and that I trusted him. He made an bullshit up excuse, we talked for a little and again he left. I don't know how a person can have the balls to just do that. When I need him most, this is a really hard time for me and honestly so broken from it. I even told him to tell me the truth even if it was he not wanting to be with me, cus that would've been way better then just getting up and leaving without saying anything.