I'm sad :( but it's so hard

Whittney
I ask a lot of questions on here bc the last 6 months of my life have been the craziest, happiest most depressing days of my life. My ex and I broke up in October, I tried getting him back, he wanted nothing to do with me, I had our daughter in January. He came to the hospital, and it was Perfect. Felt like the family I had always wanted with him. My heart was so full! Days passed, and I went home, he would come over and help and spend time with us, told me he was here for me and wasn't going anywhere. Spent nights with me, we laughed, we talked about us getting back together, he said he still loved me, seeing her with him made my life that much more better! Then that's when it happened..our daughter has had a time with her stomach, and being some what colic. On 2 occasions I have needed him, when she was crying her head off for hours on end, and he ignored my calls, texts and so forth. Only to find out he was with another woman. Now before you fly off the lid and think ok well y'all aren't together, and that's true, just imagine for a second the heartache I feel to know he's already moved on, and sleeping with someone else. It breaks my heart into pieces. I ask him if he had a gf but he said no, and he might now. I need help moving on. It's so hard. I love him so much!