Chewed and spit out...

Ness🌟 • Aloha beautiful Mommies!😘excited to have this forum to learn,ask questions and share:) 2 🎀Girl
Ok.Im oficially at a low point😖It seems like when I became pregnant,I lost any willpower to say no to my cravings!! Lol My hubby brought home beef carpaccio last night.I know it's RAW meat, I know it's not good for me or baby, but I HAD to!! As I was chewing(with my eyes closed in joy)I said "what the eff am I doing!" 📢So I spit it out. 
Please tell me I'm not the only one???
Any good craving stories out there?