Happy period/bad ovulation, twisted right?

Every month when af shows I'm all energetic and happy. Of course a few days leading to my period I do get moody, bloated and some cramps but after af starts I'm all good. Tbh that time of the month is the best I feel every month. During ovulation I get crazy moody and feel my worst, I get so moody that I don't want to be bothered which I believe is the reason why me and my so havnt conceived yet! From what read most women are happy and all good during O time but miserable and moody for af.