I dont know whats wrong with me . i am very selfish . and its on purpose . its like i have a NEED to be selfish or something . i hate sharing , even for children , unless they are in my family , but only nieces and nephews , other than that i think kids are annoying and should be seen not heard. I get annoyed when my boyfriend gives his nephews our old stuff even if we dont use it anymore and i hate it when he does things for other people that doesnt include me . i grew up religiously and ive came to the realization that ive also been like this despite of my love for God . i was always taught to not have hate in your heart because itll be like being fake towards god , not loving the people of the earth . but honestly in think everyone is annoying . how do i help myself stop being so selfish? Ive tried to not get upset over stupid little things but my body automatically gets into selfish mode . i feel like God wont ever except me with so much selfishness and hate in my heart.