need baby #2 advice please

okay I seriously need to rant. with my son everything seemed so fast and easy, although my symptoms were off the charts making me miserable. this second pregnancy I feel like I should expect what there's to expect and I feel like it's going too slow. I always wanted another baby and now that I'm blessed with #2 I feel like I just want a fast fwd button. I guess I'm not enjoying the "boring" moments of pregnancy.. I just feel like I want him/her to get big and start moving.. and I want to c the Sonos and heartbeats to make sure he/she's okay.. do any other mamas feel this way? is this pregnancy blues? I'm 9wks 3 days. . 😒😭😪