Feeling down.

Wishing I could feel good about myself for one day out of the entire year. My husband means everything to me and I understand that he thinks I'm beautiful and everything else but I just don't feel good about myself. I have had this problem since I was younger getting bullied and picked on. I'm now 21 years old and I still have this issue. I'm almost four and a half months pregnant with our second child and I constantly feel like crap. I just want to feel pretty and beautiful for once in my life. I want to look in the mirror and feel good about the person that is looking back at me. I just wish that I could have some kind of self confidence right now.