When I first found out I was havin a boy I could have died. Wasn't goin crazy like I should have an abortion or anything just a little sad at the fact that I wouldn't be that mom who does their daughters hair matched in girly colors talked boys etc. or even the fact that I'd be striped of comin up with some incredibly cute name. Since my first born son will rightful own his dad's name. But here I am today in love with my baby boy I can't wait to meet him as I'm sure he'll melt my heart. Everyday as I think about him growing inside of me I regret the feeling of being ungrateful for even a second as I'll be mother to baby Manuel Pena lll 7.17.16. 💙💙💙😍🙈👶🏽