I'm pregnant and I'm bullied at work. My female boss hates the idea that i'm pregnant and she is not (she is my age and her husband is away and no optiomln for her to get pregnant in the next 3 years) and takes it out on me. My other bosses know that I can't lift heavy stuff now (high risk) but they order me to do so anyway. We don't have HR and nobody i can complain here! I decided that i will begin early maternity leave in 3.5 months. But i have to survive these months and i dont know how!!!! I can't sleep at night, i have terrible anxiety, i cant relax on weekends or at my free time. I think about my work all the time. I feel rage and anger and i want to cry. Every day it becomes worse. My family didn't believe me first but after i told them what is going on they are on my side. But it doesn't change anything. I can't sue my workplace (immunity) and i don't have any choice but to work. But i'm scared that it will hurty baby and i. I'm afraid to have a real breakdown. I cry at nights.

They make me do work that is not a part of my position (i'm a regular administrative worker, not a heavy-load carrier!), bring them food, wash heavy stuff etc. Even the cleaner ladies at my work are protected by their bosses, but i have no protection! At the same time i have a lot of my own duties, which i do but they interrupt me all the time with telling me do things that are not my duties! And again, nobody to complain to!

My only choice is to resign right now. But it means that i will be unemployed and pregnant and no hope to find a new job in this situation. Also it means i will break my contract and that can have bad consequences.

How do i survive??????? I feel depressed and so lonely. I feel like i'm at war and i'm the only soldier in my side against a huge army. I feel as if i'm on deserted island. I have my family but in this case they can't anything. Their support is just support. In the end of the day, i have to go to work and deal with bullies 9 days every day.

Help me :(