I'm so hurt right now that we haven't spoken in weeks since I left the state to better myself. I know you thought it was a selfish move because the girls were only two months old at the time and there dad left without any remorse for how that would affect you. But as their godmother,I couldn't stand the fact that I wasn't the best example for them and that's why I had to go,so that I can come back and love them and be there for them like I should. Now I'm regretting it because your "mentor"is doing everything for you three that I should be doing.YES I'm jealous because I was there from beginning to end of your pregnancy with the twins all the way to the point where I stayed at the hospital those five days to make sure you guys got home safely. You thought I was joking when I said I felt like their dad but I really do. Gosh I miss you three so much..hope I get it together soon.😔😔😢😢