I'm feel so depressed and have no idea what to do about it. The usual things that excite (my birthday) I just don't even care for it anymore. I feel myself always wanting to cry even as I write this I just want to ball out into tears. Sometimes I feel like I have no one, there's no one to turn to. I just feel so alone and out of place and I don't know what to do anymore.

Just needed to vent and let that out.