So last night I got into a very serious argument with my lover and we said some fucked up shit to eachother now that I think back to what I said I didn't mean half the shit I said. I've trying calling and texting him but no reply all day until now and the only response I got was that he wants time to himself and nothing to do with me 😣 I tried explaining how I am going to work on things I do wrong and apologizing to him but all he says is not now. I don't like the way I'm feeling but I don't know what else to do. I don't really know what the point of this is but I don't have anyone else to talk about it to... ☹️💔