Fed up!!
I'm 7 months pregnant and miserable. I have other kids and had a pretty decent life before my relationship began. My bf is so selfish, manipulative, etc. He doesn't listen to me when I try to express my feelings. He's constantly cutting me off when we talk, gets mad when I'm upset and expressing my feelings inside, yells when he's mad, raises his voice during our talks, reversing stuff around, and it's too much. He's put me through a lot of shit with his ex and everything is hitting me hard. He blames my feelings/emotions on being pregnant, but it's so much more. I have been beside him when nobody else was, helped him, and had his back. I feel unloved, unappreciated, sad, and unhappy. We communicated the best back in September during counseling, but now I just can't stand to look at him. Tonight is the first night that I left my own bed to go sleep in another room. He told me why should he try to put himself in my shoes when I'm not trying to be in his.. And all I've done is place his feelings and situations above my own.. I stopped looking after ME!!!!!! Like.. Y can't he see that I've done so much for him and I should be respected and loved Bc I'm still here!!! I feel so alone inside and I don't have anyone. Everyone depends on me to be strong and responsible to help them by listening, giving money, etc, and I'm just not strong enough to keep getting crapped on. I'm constantly stressed and I haven't even enjoyed this pregnancy like I should. I just need peace and a break!!!
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