Seventeen weeks today. Started spotting last night and through today. Called my doc and went in around 530 tonight. After belly and trans vag ultrasound, got the news that there was no heartbeat. Devastated. Have to go on Monday to have sit down with doc and figure out next step. Which means I get to carry my baby for the weekend and not feel him move again. I know hundreds and thousands of women have gone through this but my heart is broken and shattered. Everything was going so smoothly and now this. I try to be hard and not show how hurt I am but not sure how well I'm going to be able to hold this together...