I had decided to change priorities from TTC as #1 to #2 and make going back to school my main focus. Mostly because it just doesn't seem to be happening. I haven't tried very long but long enough for me to realise I cannot put my whole life on hold to try and get pregnant. I thought I had come to terms with not having expectations each month and just going about life seeing what happens while still maintaining the app info for when I need the data for a work up with specialists. I don't have time to stop trying completely, it can take years and I'm going on 30. I guess I am not ready to just relax about the baby making because I found myself hopeful again like every month that this month is my month. I know it will happen eventually, whether it's with or without medical intervention I don't know but I know it will happen! I just hope I can manage the emotional toll TTC takes while continuing my life, the disappointment is soul crushing. I thought maybe some of you would relate to this and perhaps have some kind words to say. Sticky baby dust to you all, may you all have a happy and healthy 9 months and many years with your beautiful children. 🐝🌟🍼👣