I was on depo 2 years ive been off for 15 months after ttc after 15 months ive given up today af is due but i got a negative test still . Im 20 years old i shouldnt be stressing like this peeing on sticks ordering ovulation kits taking vitex and mucunex. I cant even go to my own families baby showers the announcement on fb piss me off  even though ik I should be happy. I use to fear getting pregnant but I never thought id be 20 and it be this hard. Major turn around im going to focus on being young enjoying life and just get back on bc (the pill or sumn mkt as affective as depo)ig so i dont have to get anxious every month