So I am having my rainbow after loosing my son to SIDS when he was 9 weeks old! Right after he died I got rid of his crib that he passed in and have since then moved out of that house! I knew that I was going to have anxiety about this baby and ism trying to keep a lot of my fears at bay but I couldn't get myself to buy another crib! It just brings back so many bad memories so I have decided for now to go with a pack and play atleast until I feel comfortable with have my daughter home and feel like I am out of the woods to loosing another baby to SIDS! I think people might think I'm nuts!!