So frustrated waiting for labor

Sarah
I'm waiting to have this baby. Im a ftm and I have so many nerves that I'm ready to just face the music and get this labor thing done so I can meet my baby boy! Last week I was 80% effaced and 1.5 cm dilated... Since then I've had all of this gross yellowy doscharge, I've had terrible cramps and every day I've been "so sure" that he was coming, and then nothing! Are these cramps all for nothing?! Ugh I get its a time thing and he's developing in there but I just hate being in pain feeling like it's not accomplishing anything (labor)- I just wish I knew it was coming sooner than later :(