I have 2 boys from a previous marriage and we ended getting divorce due to family fights because we were an interracial couple and the family didn't like it , hence the father of my kids and husband neglecting us. After a while we got divorced, I got depressed and it was very hard to get string and raise them on my own but I did! I finished school and landed a great career. After 3 years I was ready to love again, I wear my heart on the sleeve and always giving and believe in family. I met someone online and we hit it off , but later in I notice he was drinking a bit much and he seem to not be very family oriented but at that time I had so much feelins so I decided to give it sometime, maybe it was new for him being that he never had kids. As time progressed my kids got involved with him and grew to like him and we sort of was a family but lived in two different. Towns and only dating. I wanted more and I wanted to be his every thing and treat him like gold. After a while I was the first to say I love you and he wouldn't say it back or he would say it but in a uncomfortable way. I started thinking that he just was serious or fit to be a family man, non themes I stuck it out. Later I found out he was previously engaged and the girl cheated on him, but at this time while dating me I had already experienced him lying to me , flirting, sort of cold, not affectionate though sometimes he tried and I gave him the benefit of doubt.  I started think this may be the reason  why she cheated. He said his family didn't like her etc. but now his family doesn't like me because of my constant checking on him and my anger toward the things he did that hurt me, so I'm thinking he is making a pattern. Anyway we got into a big fight one day and he broke up with me and a week later I found out he slept with a prostitute. I was hurt because I still loved him but we just broke up!! After a few weeks he was texting me and somehow we got back together and I made him get checked after he was all good I started having trust issues and decided I wanted to end it. At that time I found out I was pregnant. We decided to move in together and it was ok for 2 months until we argued and he ended up cheating on me ! Pregnant and all ! Now I'm an hour away from my home town with him and I feel so low and stupid that I trusted to move and try to be a family. Everytime we talk he acts like whatever he did was the past and I should get over it but it just hurts so much. So the hard part is my kids are attached to him and I'm ready to leave and 2 weeks before I have our child. I don't have a lot of money because I'm on disability but I have enough to rent a tiny place but not enough room for 4 at this time. I don't know if its right to take the comfort from my kids of already changing schools in this town, their attachment to him and the fact that I'm having the baby in two weeks to be moving. But I just hating feeling like this and I don't know what to do at the same time I don't want my kids to keep being tagged along because of my personal