Scared

This is gonna sound crazy or stupid. I know I shouldn't be scared to talk to my parents but I'm terrified. Maybe because I've never been close with them but I know I should be on birth control but I've always used a condom. My moms never had the talk with me before. She knew I was having sex though. I just don't know how to bring getting birth control up even though I don't need her to do it anymore, I still want her to know..