Body insecurity

I am struggling with this whole being pregnant concept . I am in that wierd zone where I haven't gained any weight yet look fat and not a distinct baby bump . It has deff been a struggle considering I am 5"2 and weigh 110 pounds . I don't feel comfortable in anything I wear unless it's all black and I hide everything . And I am not one of those people that wants to wear maternity the min they conceive . I just need to keep telling myself , the baby bump will appear and I am pregnant so ....