I feel like a horrible mother because I can't stop smoking. I've tried it all. I am 11 wks 6 days and I have cut back from a pack and a half a day (about 30 cigs) to 5 a day. I know it's bad for me and my baby, but I feel like THE BIGGEST piece of shit ever. I just need some support from moms who ACTUALLY HAVE SMOKED DURING PREGNANCY, and how to cut back even more. Every time I smoke I think of how bad it is for the baby, yet I continue doing it, which makes me think about how shitty of a mom I'm going to be if I'm screwing this up already. Im a basket case...