Except child number 2 n I'm a single mom

Sade • Mother of a toddler (👦🏽💙) n on May24th (👶🏽💚) ill be a mommy of 2.
Idk maybe I'm dramatic but my emotions have gotten the best of me this second pregnancy. I'm always crying n today my 2 year old look at me n said no crying mommy. This is not easy n I just want the best for both of my kids. I'm due in May n I just want to be happy for my kids I don't want them to see me sad.