Going Nuts!!

I have PCOS! I am currently 19 days late! It is usual for me to have irregular periods but it drives me nuts! 🙄😳 I don't know when if I should test or not! What if it's just my PCOS or what if it's not. What if it is the beginning of my family. I truly don't want to get my hopes up because I dread seeing the BIG FAT UGLY NEGATIVES ! At one point of time I was testing every day and all I saw were (-)  after, (-) after ,(-) after (-) !!! Their can be so heartbreaking 💔 . I can say that lately I've been urinating more than usual, and headaches are normal now (for the past week or so) after I eat or after I awake. I also recently started taking One A Day Women vitamins...  What would you do ladies?!