Anyone ever feel so alone :(

All I seem to do on my days off is sit and watch TV until the other half comes in from work. It's a long horrible day never felt so alone. It's the worst on the run up to pay day cause I have no money to go out and do anything. None of my friend bother with me anymore they all seemed to stop bothering when I stopped making the effort waiting for them to actually make effort with me. Iv never felt so alone in my life before :(