I didn't expect the disappointment to be this intense

Nope • First time home owner - Ttc baby #1 - Getting married July 2017!
This was my first month of ttc, and obviously it didn't result in a pregnancy. I thought I was mentally prepared for that. I kept telling myself how unlikely it would be, and I have read countless stories of women trying for months and years to conceive, but when I saw blood I wanted to literally just sit there and cry.
I'm not saying that I am giving up, or that I have had a particularly difficult journey, but I now have a much deeper understanding and empathy for those of you who have been trying for so long.