I am now 16w pregnant with twins and my pregnancy is not planned at all, though I'm married. I love my husband so much and he love me as well I know it. He's been great, responsible, and treating me well. We planned to postpone pregnancy because we just need such an adjustment on marriage life. I never lived with a man before we got married and he is so patient with this. But I do not know.. The bad memory that my biological dad left in my past just haunted me so bad.. How my biological mom acted just makes it worse. She never likes my husband, assuming all men are just the same. They are all assholes and my husband could leave me once he found another girl (no.. 😢). At some point she even insisted me to do abortion. I don't tell my husband about it, I don't want to make the situation worse. I just keep it for myself, which somehow just makes me feel sad and guilty because I love my children already I want them to be happy. Or.. I'm just not getting used to be dependant on man.