Feeling lost - weight dilemma

Cara
Hey friends. I am struggling with my weight situation. I was very overweight when I got pregnant with my daughter. In the last year I've worked on my depression, eating habits, and over all health. I am 5'2 and weighed 127 when I got pregnant this time. I was crazy sick in the first trimester and dropped to 117 lbs. At my 15 week checkup I had gained all 10 of those lost pounds back (within just a few weeks). Now at 19+4 weeks I am 129 so a total of 12 lbs from my lowest weight. I feel like that's way too much weight gain but I also am aware that I have some psychological/ self esteem issues influencing my mindset on it. My original plan to stay fit in pregnancy was to eat smart with calories and fat and to do pregnancy yoga but now I'm wondering if I need to be more aggressive. I'm just curious if any of you have any similar experiences or any insight here.  Also if you lose weight, is your 25-30 pound weight gain goal based off your initial weight or your lowest weight? The pic was me at 18+5 but I was definitely sucking in.