Now my miracles gone.

Yesterday I was told my baby wasn't alive anymore. I went for a check up scan after heavy bleeding, and there was no heart beat. This is my second miscarriage. For some reason I thought that if I miscarried again, it would be easier. But it's not. I am in tremendous amounts of pain after having the suction treatment. I just feel numb. The cause is unknown, and that only makes it worse. Going to be signing off the app for a while, because as wonderful as it is to read everyone's progress on there little jelly beans, it's just too hard to be happy for other people right now. Selfish I know. So good luck to everyone expecting, I wish you a healthy and safe pregnancy :)