Okay..I need a rant a little bit.... Those that have never experienced a miscarriage, they always say such insensitive things. Like when I say I want a baby and I'm scared to try again I'm told "you can't go through life being scared you have to get over it" NO! You don't get over it!! It wasn't some little amount of tissue that you lost. It was more than a 3 week fetus. It's a human. It's a live birth you never get to experience. It's a birthday party you never get to plan. It's a boo boo you never get to kiss. It's a first day of K5 you never get to cry over. It's a broken heart you never get to console. It's a homework problem you never get to solve. It's a graduation you will never attend. It's a fiancé you'll never get to know. It's a wedding you'll never attend. It's a baby, a toddler, a child, a teen, and adult...that you will never know :( Rest in peace, my baby Schindler! You are forever in my heart💕