Story time #TrueStory

I've decided to do this anonymously because I'm too scared to show who I really am. Not looking for pity just needed to let it out. 
So when I 6. My step brother who was 13 molested me. I told my step sister and she beat me and I never talked about it again. When I was 9 my fathers friend tried to rape I spoke up my dad went out looking for him but he was nowhere to be found. When I was 11 I was staying with this woman because my dad was arrested. Her grandson tried to rape me. I didn't speak up but someone did then the woman beat me. When I was 13 the same woman who grandson tried to rape me her husband tried to buy me into having sex with him. Sometimes he even watched me sleep and tried to kiss me. I didn't tell. Because I was afraid to be beaten again. My friend mom did. The woman I was staying with kicked me out. Then she made me come back to her home. I ran away for 2 days with just the close on my back.  Then the police found me. I told them EVERYTHING. They said the man wasn't allowed back to the house & that the woman must give me my clothes back. That night she brought me home she didn't feed me or give me my clothes back. So I had to hand wash my clothes. And brush my teeth with my finger. The next day she gave me my clothes. Later that night her husband was back. I cried so hard. It's like no one cared about me. I didn't tell anyone because no one believed me. A couple days later I lost my virginity to this ass whole. All I could think about is maybe if I have sex people won't try to rape me anymore. After that I cried so hard. Seeing blood come out but thinking this must be what was intended for me. ..