This is so hard sometimes 😢😢

🎀Serina🎀
according to glow AF is 2 days away and ovia says 4. Around 7-9 dpo, it was light pink with cm when I wiped. I've had creamy CM since, lower backaches, headaches, and I started having these dreams where I get my BFP. I was so nauseous when I woke up today after that and I think it's from maybe stressing myself out. My nipples are sensitive (NEVER are) and have had twinges on my left pelvic area. I keep crying at anything and just getting BFN after BFN. This is just so hard when I get on Facebook and I have a dozen friends who are pregnant by accident and here I am trying and nothing. Anyone else know this feeling? 😢