I am having a really hard time.

My husband thinks that I am always mad at him, but I feel like I am just asking him to do what husbands are supposed to do.

When I ask for him to do something for our infant son he says"well I was about to..." even when I ask him to do something around the house. I feel like a live in maid and babysitter and milk lady, not like a mom or wife.

I have been having a really rough time and I feel like I may have depression or something.

I ask for help around the house and he acts like it is to much to ask. He will even go as far as teasing me when I say I need help and that i can not handle it anymore.

I go to school still and have a job on top if being a mother and taking care of the house. I am wore out and don't even really want to be around him or my son sometimes.

I love my husband but I am at a loss. He thinks he does so much but really all he does is go to work and then when he is home he is on his phone, pooping, watching TV, or sleeping.

I still wake up two times a night for feedings and then am up early when my son wakes up and then am up late cleaning or doing homework. I am tired. But he sleeps all night and goes to bed by 9 and he complains about being tired and wore out and says that I get to sleep more than him.

I am just tired of always cleaning up after him and not having time for myself or spending time with my son. My son only wants me because my husband never tries to comfort him or really even spend time with him.

Sometimes I wish I never had gotten pregnant so I didn't have an anchor keeping me with my husband.

I don't know what to do and i feel worthless anymore. I am not who i want to be and am always sad. I may look happy, but deep down I am hurting so bad.

I don't know what to do anymore :,-(