I feel like the worst mom in the world. I have a 5yr old son and a 2yr old son. We are expecting our 3rd son in about 2wks give or take. I have not been spending enough time with my 5yr old. I miss him so much even though we live in the same house. My 2yr old is constantly stuck to me. He won't let his dad put him to bed and I've been missing story time and cuddles with my 5yr old for like 2 months now. Tonight after my 2yr old fell asleep I went in to lay with my 5yr old but he was already asleep. So I just laid with him and cried. Idk how I'm going to give 3 kids what they need when I can't even manage to give the 2 I already have the attention they need. I feel horrible for my oldest. I just wanna hold him all night.