Love.

I don't 'believe' in love anymore. Yes I have been in love and it was great but since he treated me so terrible I can't make myself love my current SO..he's a great guy and we get along great..but ever since my ex and I broke up I haven't even had a touch of the feelings I used to have. I want them trust me but I can't. I was single and dated around for a while and never even got butterflies. Though my ex treated me terrible he wasn't always like that. We were so in love at one point and he went down a path I couldn't follow...no one even comes close to the man he used to be...I wish so bad I could just fall in love but I have no idea how.