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Okay im sorry guys but i just needbto vent. My pop passed away today and i feel so lost already he was one of my bestfriends im sitting here on the bed next to my boyfriend crying my eyes out guess what hes doing hes playing on his goddamn phone. It really hurts that he cant even comfort me for two seconds but as soon as his uoset im on that shit. I honestly just dont wanna be alive anymore. The voices are driving me insane.