Blessed!

Can I just say how blessed I am to have the man I do. We've been ttc for over 2 years, and at times I just get into a total slump. It has since gotten a lot worse the past month. I finished my second round of clomid. Reality that it may just not happen is really setting in for me. I struggle with depression already, and it doesn't help with the ttc process. Clomid can make you feel a number of different ways. For me, it's never good. From the periods, cramps, ovulation pains, all the tender parts. It really is hard. If it weren't for the man I have I wouldn't make it through these trying times. Today, I woke up in a total slump. Just extremely depressed, and ready to give up. Even, a little suicidal. Now, I would never actually commit suicide, but I do at times get the feeling of wanting to end the  pain. I've learned to try my best to open up to my So it has made things better. He is here when I need him. Today has been a rough day. Very sick with a headache all day, and of course so nauseas! He went to the grocery store to make me dinner, and pick up some snacks for me. It's such a blessing to have found the man I have today. After being with a number of arrogant assholes who don't give a damn, and are even abusive. I've finally found the one. I couldn't be happier to have him. Hopefully, today gets better for me.