One of my very closest friends died last night. The coroner hasn't given an actual reason for death, but his roommate/our friend found him in his room slumped over in his gaming chair with needles everywhere. We think it was a steroids overdose. I've never felt this way before. I feel wronged, sick, guilty, angry, confused, overwhelmed, emotions that I'm sure don't have a name yet. I'm so sick. Idk what to do or how to handle this. Please help me.