You guys are going to think Im crazy...lol

So I just had a baby in January and Im up to have another one,I have 2 boys at home,my oldest one is 3 and my youngest is 2 months old and even though I cant even sleep,I love my kids with all my heart like I cant imagine my life without them.I know I should even think about another kid at least for now because my hubby and I are not in a good economic situation to bring in another kid plus my body needs to heal but I cant help to feel this way.Do you guys think is normal to have this feeling after birth?Will this go away?I dont remember feeling like this with my first