😭 i have autism and i am freaking out. I dont mean to annoy but i scared and need someone to read everytbing amd help

Alayna
So i noticed some small tiny three drops of blood this morning. I put a tampon in took out there was no blood on tampon but when i wiped there was blood then it was gone. 
This evening i used cloth to check cervix none in cloth but when i wiped there was some now there isnt. 
On march 16th (cycle day 11 with a 11% chance of becoming pregnant) the following happend 
My boyfriend bought trojan comdoms with a reauvor tip (air bubble ) he put it on. I gave him handjob for a few minuites then he put tip in me for a few seconds to a munite. We decided not to have sex 
He thank sat next to me (side by side) i gave him hj and he came in comdom. 
He the. Went to batbroom to discard it. (Not sure if he washed hands or went pee) 
He came back and i licked him clean. He then used an ahcol based santatiom/glass cleaner wipe on shaft and hands and my hands(same one for all). Then we made out (cant recall fingering or not was done)
Then we went out for a couple minuites (maybe 5-10) we came back in and he begun to finger me, he atoped went to wash hands to be safe, then came back amd finshed me. 
I'm on cycle day 19 now. My cervix is low hard and the hole is upward (i think.) i can easilg reach with my finger.
My boobs are starting to be sore today if i push on them. 
Some cramps and my cm is ligh but gummy. 
I saw some tiny three drops of blood on undies. Took a tampon put it in few hOurs latter took out. No blood on tampon but when i went pee and wiped tbere was blood. 
This eveing i used a cloth to check. No blood just cm. i peeded and there was blood. Just check again wipijg amd no blood. 
I have autism and i know i asked a million times but i need advice. I need someone to read everything and tell me if any if it could get me pregnat and if that was implantion bleeding or what. 
I start in 10 days
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