Dreams ๐Ÿ˜”๐Ÿ˜”

Maddison โ€ข Due July 19, 2016 with my second girl! ๐Ÿ‘ถ๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿผ๐ŸŽ‰๐Ÿฆ„
So.. Last night I woke up and had to go hide in the bathroom and bawl my eyes out. I wish I had happy pregnancy dreams but they're actually just disturbing. 
Last night I had a dream that I was home alone and went into labour, and my fiancรฉ couldn't leave work... I had the baby and he finally showed up... but he was with another woman, and he said that she was the baby's mom now. Then the nurses kicked me out of the hospital and they got to take the baby. The rest of my dream was just me staring at an empty crib crying.
I know it's not real obviously but I just feel sad right now.