Went to the ER last night...

Brit.tanyyy👑 • 20 years old👑. #2Miscarriages 💔. TTC For my Rainbow baby Sooooon! ❤️ #Healing
So last night I had a melt down because I couldn't handle the pain anymore of knowing my little one is still inside of me dead... No woman should never go through this.. 😭
But anyways, I waited 4 hours to be seen and they done some blood work and pressed on my stomach and everything.. They told me I'm gonna have to have an D&C and they gave me some 3 different kinds of pains meds.. I told them I can't handle of knowing I'm still pregnant with my little one dead inside of me.. 
They told me I have a flu right on top of all this. I have been pale and sickly in the face... So Monday my doctor is gonna do an ultrasound to see if the baby is trying to detach... 😭☹😞 I just can't deal with this pain...